Dream # 2. 2013

I had been sleeping for a little over 2 hours & I was dreaming a kind of nightmare sequence of events. I'm sorry but the details of the dream are very thin. The main thing I remember was family members. I woke up feeling fear, the primal kind of fear so the events must have been quite scary. As soon as I woke, I went back to sleep & no dreams followed afterward.

My opinion of this dream: I spend a lot of time with my family. They are the major people I think about, so its no wonder I would dream about them. As for the spooky factors, most of my dreams end with horrifying terror.

UFO Technology.

I often wonder about life on other planets well beyond our local group of stars & that's just it for me... the wondering & not knowing is what I love most & is what I find to be the most exciting. It is also what lies in the imaginative process & all that could be out there. The unknown is tantalizing like that...

So since I like this idea I find myself watching the show Ancient Aliens & yes it all is possible that early humans were influenced / directed by aliens, but I really don’t care… I understand the theories, but sorry to say... I find it all boring.

I want to know about UFO technology. What’s the propulsion system? How do they travel trough space from so so far away?

This is the cool stuff! I ultimately hope we figure out how to leave this planet.

Let’s get out of here!!!

Evolutionary of Humanity.

It so odd to think I evolved from ape. I’m so far from acting like a primate but at the same time you can see the physical similarities. Its a bit spooky.

Dream # 1 of 2013

I was at a family party standing in the corner sipping some non alcoholic wine. I was just sipping & looking at the people, then my grandfather comes in & tells me quietly... "someone has just used my wifi network to download porn." I tell my grandfather, that's horrible & then he tells in a mildly disturbed manner... "this party is done!" My grandfather then walks to the center of the room & as soon as he said "excuse me" I woke up.

The Return of... Spooky Blue Translucent Goons.

I spent quite some time today moving all my recordings from my computer that I used prior to the year 2009. I found a few things that I hardly remember recording, but for the most part most everything will be looked through & given a listen. There is an entire album that I never made time to release.

The album is called Spooky Blue Translucent Goons. The recordings range from 2005 - 2009. Yes this is a wide range of time, but I was never satisfied with most of the recordings. Not that they are bad, but more so I wanted them to have a lot better production quality, a quality that I would never be able to achieve during those years. This is mainly due too I was still learning about recording & the recording process, but now that all this time has passed its time to let the recordings out of the electronic vault.

It will take me a while to sort through it all & find the key components, but when its done it should be interesting. I personally have not listened to many of the recordings since the day I recorded many of them.

Here are a few songs from memory that I know will be on it...

1: Bubble Umbrella Octopus
2: Tomorrow
3: Break of Dawn
4: A robots box
5: Northern Land
6: Poof Sections 1, 2 & 3.
7: I'll Hide
8: Blue Candle

Alright That's all for now. :-)

UFO's & Dreams.

At night I've been getting more dreams then usual & my usual is usually no dreams at all but, when you don't have to be no where, you tend to sleep in more & get more REM sleep... well I don't know about others, but as for myself this is true.

Most all of my dreams end with me fighting or running away from aliens. All of them start off normal much like my life, but after a little while the tiny bits of darkness start creeping out, such as... a creepy person asking a demented question or out of a dark corner I'll see a set of red eyes. In the end I hardly ever remember my dreams & at the same time what I do remember is that they always end horridly... like I end up dead or come close solving the issue or finding where or whatever the beast is... & I always wake up before it gets really bad.

I have an album of dream dialogs posted on my bandcamp page titled. Eshniner's Dreams. Its of any dream I actually remember from my childhood to adulthood.

I recently found a folder with a few dreams in them from 2004. I plan on making audio recordings of them & posting them to the Eshniner Dream album. It may take me a few months to get around to it though.

The Future Mystery

Its been a while... I've not posted anything to this blog in a while & I think its about time I start again. You have be diverse these days & well this is just one other site I have at hand. I want to use this page to post more personal text sort of thoughts, ideas & opinions. Who knows why really... its just something to do.

I am looking for another job. I hate looking for a job, its just not my thing / nobodies thing really. Its just depressing to think about & its in my face constantly & most companies are barely hiring. I apply for about 15 - 20 jobs most days with little reply from any of them. I've had 3 interviews & have not gotten 1 call back. Its just sad.

Living with my parents again is not my ideal life neither. I've been on my own for the last 14 years to come back & live with my parents is just silly.

Thankfully I am very well loved & liked & I am very thankful to them, but a man like me needs his man cave!